Thoughts Unleashed

నీ నవ్వుల్లో కోటి అర్ధాలు నీ కన్నుల్లో శతకోటి భావాలు నీ సన్నిధిలో ఎన్ని పెన్నిధులు నీ మౌనంలో ఎన్నెన్ని రాగాలు విడమర్చి విషదీకరించడానికి నీవేమన్నా భాగవత పురాణమా? కాదు.... అనుభవైక నైవేధ్యం! అనుకోకుండా నాకు దొరికిన అరుదైన సౌభాగ్యం!!!

Today I am wearing a sari, 22 years old, presented by someone during my marriage! After wearing that sari, I was thinking how we preserve things…years together! How we cling to people, how we don’t let go off things! The problem with preservers, like me, is they preserve both good and bad things They can’t distinguish between …what is required to be preserved and what should be let go! By doing so we accumulate things… There will be a few good things But I am sure…there will be more junk! Just like a PC… we all have a limited memory! So, as we accumulate…our processor becomes slow…day by day! Unless you regularly delete unnecessary things… And update the data base You become obsolete! So, today I felt that one should not indulge into… too much of attachment! With any one or with anything… If you do so…. Life will become stagnant over a period of time And you become static, Leave the space so that new things can enter Be dynamic! Have life flowing!

నీ పరిచయంతో బంధాలు అనుబంధాలవుతూ నీ రాకతో దూరాలు దగ్గరవుతూ నీ సమక్షంలో యుగాలు క్షణాలవుతూ కరిగిపోయే జీవనకాలం..... నీ ఎడబాటులో ఎందుకు మదిలో కలకలం రేపుతుంది? ఎద లయలో ఎందుకు అనుక్షణం నిన్ను నిలుపుతుంది??

I am a stupid.... I know! But yesterday I realized that I am a stupid par excellence!! After a hectic schedule of Sunday Morning… (Washing machine, wardrobe cleaning and rearrangement, breakfast, lunch, attending daughter, receiving phone calls….etc etc.) Instead of relaxing either by reading news paper/ watching TV or having a short nap post lunch… Which any little bit intelligent fellow would do... I started gazing at the sky… (The most favorite time pass of mine) The wind…little drizzle…I started thinking…. As usually all weird things! We have gender specified for Wind (Vaayu Devudu)… Rain (Varunudu)…. Fire (Agni Devudu)… Earth (Bhoo-Devi)…. Then what about the Sky?? I know certain Telugu usages….where we use….”undi” Like… “Aakasham meghavrutam ayyindi” “Aakasham errabaddadi” (Sorry friends I can’t exactly translate these sentences into English) So, the “undi” denotes feminine gender! But again most of the time a guy is named Aakash… Never is it used for ...

It’s during my graduation times. We are the first batch of girls into that degree college (previously it was only boy’s college) That too in Geology…we are only four girls in the total strength of around 30 students. (One can easily guess what kind of importance we girls have in the college). I don’t exactly remember when, where and why… I started talking to this guy. Sooner we became good friends. His house is just adjacent to our college So, whenever the classes are not there or during lunch breaks we use to go to his house And sooner I became like a family member. It’s a big family in deed with three brothers, (two married and one un-married), sisters-in law, their children and his parents and use to have a great rapport with each one of them. I always feel that “a person need not be extra-ordinary to bring extra-ordinary change in you!” By his looks, by his language, by his attire, by his status… he is just average! But when I take him in totality….he is simply a su...

There is a two-letter word that perhaps has more meanings than any other two-letter word, and that is ‘UP' It's easy to understand ‘UP’ meaning toward the sky or at the top of the list, but when we awaken in the morning, why do we wake UP At a meeting, why does a topic come UP Why do we speak UP and why are the officers UP for election and why is it **UP** to the secretary to write UP a report ? We call UP our friends. We use it to brighten UP a room, polish UP the silver. We warm UP the leftovers and clean UP the kitchen. We lock UP the house and some guys fix UP the old car. At other times the little word has real special meaning. People stir UP trouble, line UP for tickets, work UP an appetite, and think UP excuses. To be dressed is one thing, but to be dressed UP is special**. A drain must be opened UP because it is blocked UP We open UP a store in the morning but we close it UP at night. We seem to be pretty mixed UP about UP ! To be knowledgeabl...

उम्मीद के एक लहर बनके तुम आये और इस दिल को बहलाया कोमोशी का एक साया बनके तुम आये और इस जिन्दगी को सवर दिया तेरे पलकोंमे मुझे छुपाके जमीन से उठाके आसमान पे बिटादिया तेरे दिलमें मुझे बसाके इस ना छीज को तुमने कोहिनूर बनादिया

I don’t know exactly when I met her…. I am not even five (being August born) …on my first day of school But since the day one of my school till 10th class We are like one soul residing in two bodies! More over staying in the neighbor hood, my father and her father being good friends... We have an added advantage to spend time together! We use to go everywhere together …we use to do everything together! We are never bored of each other… I still remember the shower baths and the water games during summer Most of the day she is use to be in my house… (As both my parents are working…there is none to bother us) We are always together…playing, eating, going to studies and writing poetry! (We two began at quite an early age!) I still treasure the greetings with her poetry, The letters she use to post during summer vacation! Two things… (Though good ones on my personal front…bad with reference to our friendship) … Changed the course of our friendship a little bit 1) Duri...

The highest value and respect I give…. Only to one relationship….friendship! I owe a lot to my friends….there are many to mention in the list…. But there are a few whom I can’t forget even in the faintest conditions of my senses!! I am what I am because of four friends, each in different stages of my life! The fantastic four friends of my life….and the lessons they gave me… Left an indelible mark in my character! It may appear simple to the other person But for me it brought a hell lot of change What they told at that very particular moment of my life and how I took what they told That matters…actually that made an impact! Today I want to salute them...wish them all the goodness in the life! Cherish all the good times we have been together!

When I look into mirror... My eyes stare at me! They question me!! Why I still see… When I can’t see you! When I try to speak with some one My tongue twists and… Yells at me! Why I still speak When I can’t take your name! When I hear something nice My ears tweak and… Growl at me! Why I still hear When I can’t hear your voice!! When I still count on my breaths My heart raises a doubt Why I still supply Oxygen! Tell me dear... You left me in midst of life... Now...What shall I do with all these senses?

Your thought is like a surging volcano in my mind If I try to suppress it The pressure will build up And it will explode violently So I release it bit by bit… Every moment, every day! So that I can sustain my life… With your thought! When will this pragmatic problem be solved? Neither your thought becomes dead, nor do I die!

ఉదయభానుని లేలేత కిరణాలు అంతు తెలీని నీలి సంద్రాలు చిరుగాలికి తలలూపేటి లతలు చెవిచేరే కోకిల స్వరగానాలు నా భాషా పరిజ్ఞానమంతటిని ఉపయోగించి విడమర్చి, వివరించి చెప్పగలనే కానీ ఆ లేత కిరణాల నులివెచ్చదనం కడలితరంగం తెచ్చే స్పర్శానుభవం ఆకుల కదలికలు తెచ్చే చల్లదనం కోకిలగానంలోని మృదుమధురభావం చూపగలదా నా జీవంలేని కలం అక్షరాలకు అందనిది ఈ అజ్ఞాతనుభవం!!

The sky seems aim less The earth seems endless… The wind and the water... Appear directionless! The universe becomes a black hole Engulfing everything into it You don’t know dear.. You are so effective!! Your mere presence runs the life…for me When you are around, everything “matters” …for me Otherwise dear… The world is nothing but vacuum!

I am sure…everyone in this world might have had the experience of love with someone, somewhere in their journey of life, at least for some time. Can anyone specifically define love...? Of course…I too never bothered to have the definition! But today suddenly I felt like having the definition of LOVE When I checked the online thesaurus, All these following words came as defining love! Feel affection for Adore Worship Be in love with Be devoted to Care for Find irresistible Be keen on Be fond of It appears so stupid… And nothing seems accurate! Every above word that describes love has… a specific connotation of expression And nothing seems exactly befitting the feeling of love! People have discovered the “GOD Particle” But seems that they are not yet successful in defining love in a single word! After thinking for a while I came to a conclusion that….growth is the word synonymous with love When you grow as a person, let it be in any aspect or any relations...

(A composite satellite image of the Isle of Man) (Peel Castle) The Isle of Man, otherwise known simply as Mann, is a self-governing British Crown Dependency, located in the Irish Sea between the islands of Great Britain and Ireland, within the British Isles. The head of state is Queen Elizabeth II, who holds the title of Lord of Mann. The Lord of Mann is represented by a Lieutenant Governor. The island is not part of the United Kingdom, but its foreign relations and defence are the responsibility of the UK Government. The island has been inhabited since before 6500 BC. Gaelic cultural influence began in the 5th century AD, and the Manx language, a branch of the Gaelic languages, gradually emerged. In the 9th century, the Norse began to settle there. A Norse-Gaelic culture arose and the island came under Norse control. In 1266, the island became part of Scotland as formalised by the Treaty of Perth. After a period of alternating rule by the kings of Scotland and England, the island...

Why you yell Why you aspire It’s not going to happen!! Evolve my dear The only changeable thing, in this world is…. You! Stop cursing others Stop torching yourself Look around… There are plenty in this world Just like you All within their cocoon Feeling insecure and impoverish Looking for things to fall in place Praying God with a ray of hope How can he help you When you are determined to be deterrent From accepting the very fact of life From adjourning the course of your life Let it come into your mind now, If it has not come yet. You are perishable… Even if you are stubborn Life has got its course!! It will take you...it will change you Remember.... Finally you have to evolve Into this eternal universe!!

They suck you, they seduce you They soil you, they bathe you They empty you, they replenish you They praise you, they ridicule you But definitely…. They fulfill all that you missed out But certainly… They pacify all that you messed up I am sure…. You are impatient without them Yes of course… You are incomplete without them Accept friend…. Dreams are the ones… Which add color to the life Dreams are the ones… Which makes life seems like life!!

There is one song of Mukesh..…. बस यही अपराध मै हर बार करता हू आदमी हू आदमी से प्यार करता हू I really like the song for its meaningful lyrics!! I don’t’ know why, but since when I am quite young I started realizing that it’s foolish to believe people for their face value and phase value. But still you know... “Old habits die hard” I still believe people! I trust them in spite of so many back bites Is it wrong...being human…trusting another human Why people change colors/values to safeguard them… That too at the cost of others!! Really I am heartbroken today Long back a friend of mine told me Its Survival of the Fittest….Not The Best But still I am unable forgo the best part of me... Still I am unable to become Fit ….to survive Good… I will extinguish quite a bit early than the "FIT PEOPLE" GOOD…….for me!!